Friday, October 27, 2006

I attended a memorial service for my friend Jody this past weekend. It was such a beautiful, sweet time of remembering her. Being a pastor's kid, I have attended more than my fair share of funerals and memorial services, and it is true that most of the time I sat there and thought, "What a crock! That person was nothing like they are all saying!" But that was not true with Jody. The things people said about her were really true. One friend said that he believed Jody would be pleased with the legacy she left. She lived her life exactly the way she would want to be remembered.

I was very convicted. I must be honest. Jody actually lived her life every day, as if she were already in heaven. I never saw her get bogged down with life. She lived her life-to the full, but it never clouded her eternal perspective. That is not true of me. Oh, how I would LOVE that to be true of me!

I have been with people on their death beds. It is a truly amazing thing, to be with someone who has one foot on earth and one foot in heaven. Sometimes, I feel the desire to hold on to them in hopes of slipping into glory with them! The presence of glory is almost tangible. I really am jealous! But those times are few and far between. Most days are spent in a flurry of activity, and at the end of it, I feel more like a war veteran than a victorious pilgrim.

I want to live MY life. This crazy busy life of mine, in a way that is not detached, but engaged. Not just engaged on the physical level but on the spiritual level as well. I have known few people who do it right. Jody was one of them. My dad is another. Those rare one who are so connected with people and love them so deeply, yet nothing seems to knock them off balance. They walk through the madness of this world as if their feet were not really walking here at all, but in another dimension.

Oh to be heavenly minded and earthly good!!

6 comments:

Carrie said...

Amen Kari. I long to be heavenly minded and to forget the worries and cares of this world. I need to long for heaven and remember that this is not my true home. Heaven is wating just past the horizon...

Thank you for your comment on my blog. That meant a lot to me. I am going to miss you guys sooo much, too!! I have so enjoyed getting to know all of you guys better. You are truly a blessing in my life.

Carrie said...

I know this is really long but I wanted to share this song with you. It's called All My Tears by Jars of Clay and it fits to what you were talking about longing for heaven! I really like the song.

When I go, don't cry for me
In my Father's arms I'll be
The wounds this world left on my soul
Will all be healed and I'll be whole.
Sun and moon will be replaced
With the light of Jesus' face
And I will not be ashamed
For my Savior knows my name.

It don't matter where you bury me,
I'll be home and I'll be free.
It don't matter where I lay,
All my tears be washed away.

Gold and silver blind the eye
Temporary riches lie
Come and eat from heaven's store,
Come and drink, and thirst no more

It don't matter where you bury me
I'll be home and I'll be free
It don't matter where I lay
All my tears be washed away

So, weep not for me my friends,
When my time below does end
For my life belongs to Him
Who will raise the dead again.

It don't matter where you bury me,
I'll be home and I'll be free.
It don't matter where I lay,
All my tears be washed away.

Michael said...

Your blog pretty much delights me. It is so refreshing and honest. I read it from time to time, and today was a day I totally dug it. Thanks for the insights and reflections...

Michael said...

Your blog pretty much delights me. It is so refreshing and honest. I read it from time to time, and today was a day I totally dug it. Thanks for the insights and reflections...

Trail Rated said...

That memorial service i ministering all the way in NJ. Pastor Phil used your friends in a very touching illustration Sunday. God was glorified!

Scott F. said...

Thank you Kari.

You are a blessing.